Our Real Father who weeps on the judgment seat.

       Let us look at the key to happiness chapter -17

       Our Real Father who weeps on the judgment seat.

Page 156 – I watch to the throne to put in place and ancient of days were seated, his garment was white as snow and the hair of the head like pure wool, his throne was fiery flames its wheel is a burning fire. A fire streams ancient came forth before Him. A thousand thousands minister to Him. Ten thousand times ten thousand times stood before Him. The courts were seated and the books were opened. And I saw the dead small and great standing before God and the books were opened. And another book were opened which is the book of life. And the dead were judge according to their works. But the things which were written in the books and the kings of the earth, the great men, the rich men, the commanders, the mighty men, every slave, and every free man were all summoned before the throne. 

       Daniel who cannot lie saw the judgment which takes place. This judgment is for every single person who was born on this earth. And each person must stand before the throne of judgment. Daniel says just as he saw I watched the throne to put him in place and the ancient of days was seated. The seat which the judge seated was not a dead throne but a living throne, a living seat and He is the ancient of days. And his garment was white as snow and the hair of his head pure wool white like wool. His throne was a fiery flame its wheels a burning fire and a fiery stream issued and came forth before Him.

       This fire of flames which can burn the whole earth this fire which no human can put out was streaming forth and there were a thousand of thousands ministering to Him. Ten thousand times ten thousand times stood before Him. So there are a thousand of thousands ministering to Him. And ten thousand times ten thousand times all around Him. They are the very ones who had the witnesses who followed the sinners around. And these thousand thousands ten thousand times are angels. And one angel can kill a hundred eighty-five thousand men and they follow each sinner and follow them wherever they went and saw all the acts were committed. And so they will be called witnesses for the judgment. That is why they are by the throne. And that is why there will not be one sinner who will lie and who can dare lie. Then who will be called out to be judged? “People who used talk big”. And I saw the dead small and great standing before God. Are in the beginning starting from Adam and Eve, all those that were dead small and great, kings of the earth, great men, rich men, commanders, mighty men, every slave, and every free man, all those people who once use to talk big were called out one by one and they were all standing waiting for their turn.

       Daniel and John the Apostle both saw the same judgment taking place. You know even in the courts of this world whether there is a sinner is sitting judging us. Sometimes we are so afraid that some people cannot even remember their address. Then when people are called before this throne of fire, the very throne were fiery streams come forth whether a thousand thousands and ten thousand thousands times all around the throne how can there be anyone who does not fear and tremble before this throne of judgment?

       But there is stands one lawyer in this great judgment hall.  Who is He? Jesus. He who came to us to share to us our Real Father’s love, He is that one man that one lawyer Jesus.  

       Whoever receives His advocates is truly blessed. So, it is written like this. If anyone sins, we have an advocate with the Father. Jesus Christ the righteous, He is able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, since he ever lives to make intercession for them. So there are so many lawyers in this world. And even if you go to court this lawyer that lawyer. But even in this great universal judgment were not one sinner could avoid, even Confucius said, that no matter how wide this universe may be. There is no one who will be able to make it out the net of judgment. Confucius was truly a precious son of God.  

       Each sinner is called before this throne of judgment. But there is only one lawyer there. And blessed are those for whom this lawyer said, this man is innocent, he righteous man, he has cleans himself through my blood, he is fit for heaven. If this lawyer just says these words then the judge allows him to pass judgment. They do not need to look up any proof or they do not need to hear any witnesses. I hope that on that day you will receive the advocacy of this lawyer. It would be nice if you knew what kind of meeting and what kind of seminar this seminar is. Then the judge who sits on the throne says behold it is written before Me I will not keep silence but will repay even repay into their bosom. Your iniquities and the iniquities of your fathers together say the Lord. Who have burned incense on the mountains and blessed Me on the hills Therefore I will measure there for my work into their bosom. On this fiery throne, the Judge who sits on the throne says behold all you that you have done, all your life is written before Me. I will not keep silence but will repay. There may be many people who are smart and clever and they tricked innocent, simple-minded people then all those who live like that are rich with power and authority, which ruined other people’s life, and who ruined people’s soul will all be written before Him before this fair judgment. So what was it say here, I will not keep silence but will repay even repay into their bosom, their iniquities and the iniquities of your father together says the Lord who have burned incense in the mountain and blessed me on the hills. Therefore, I will measure there form work all that they have done in their whole life into their bosom.  

       Then what kind of sins are we judge for? Let us read, in the court rooms of this world the judge judged according to the severity of the crime. But in the heavenly court, trial begins by strict investigation of the motive that had been held in mind before the crime was originated and all the secret purposes and motives that had been held throughout the lifetime. When criminals had judge in this world they say how many times, how much did he steal? How many times, how many people did he kill? And they look at the severity of the crime, the end result. How much? But in heaven they look at what is his secret motive, his secret purposes, how evil was it. So it begins by looking at the motives and then, every thought, every wrong word, every deed done all hidden selfishness, every unjust accounts and every unfair dealing and thought. People do not know even their own husband or wife or children will not know but every thought all those secret motives and purposes, every wrong word regardless of what kind of words, they will all be judged for every single thing.  

       Every wrong thought, every wrong word, every deed done, all hidden selfishness, every unjust account and every unfair dealing and thought, what else, every big and small word and act of everyday, unfulfilled duties to their fellowmen, waste moments, every negligence, heaven’s sent warnings and reproofs neglected, unfulfilled duties to their fellowmen, though their fellowmen are dying, because they were lazy and they did not lead them to Real Daddy they died and on that day of judgment they will be responsible for that and they wasted their time. Instead of doing God’s work they wasted their time doing other things. Heaven send warning or reproof neglected, by rejecting the last warnings from heaven, they must answer to that. Unimproved opportunities, they have the opportunity to be saved but they choose not to take that opportunity but they say I will go next time. And they will be judge for that. Forgetfulness of the Savior’s claims how often they gave thought to sin that belong to God.  

       The time and thought which they gave to sin they will be judge for it. You know, it is because it is your brain it does not mean you can think of anything because you have the hands it does not given to you to strike someone or stab someone or slap someone. This hand was given to you to serve other and to do good for all of our brethren, all of our fellow brethren in this world. In the same thing our brain was given to us not to think dirty thoughts.

       It was given to us to think holy thoughts, for holy works. But the people in this world they are dragged by Satan and they do what Satan tells them to do. And they think dirty thoughts and dirty acts and they will be judged for all of that.  And just as you watch on TV or in movies you can see anything, you can see their hair flying, you can see their lips moving, you can see their eyes blinking and even in the courts today they turn on the tape play and they say didn’t you say this and whatever they recorded so they can hear it. This is what they do in the courts of the world and these are what they used.

       But then how was that in heaven? Did all of our hidden motives and thoughts and purposes, how will it not be shown? Even in the courts of this world you can hear voices and you can see everything clearly. So in heaven all of our passing thoughts and hidden motives will all be shown clearly. We cannot make an excuse for either. Continue, and every thought however small, they flashed upon the mind which may be forgotten by us all these are faithfully recorded in the book. Moreover, all sins that may have been committed if opportunity have permitted, absorbs in the requirements of worldly possessions and  worldly enjoyment of earthly pleasure, the influences exerted for evil with this far reaching results are all passing review before God and swiftly investigated and judged.  

       Nowadays, people do not sin because they do not have the opportunity. They would sin if they just have the opportunity. How wicked those people are. They are just waiting for the opportunity. And people who received this light also are waiting for this opportunity to sin. And they would sin if they just have that opportunity but they cannot sin because they do not have it. On that day the Judge will see all of that and will judge you for it. So every thought, so as the Savior the influence exerted for evil which this far reaching results. Let us say someone saw you sin and also sin with you and followed you then you must be responsible for them. Oh that certain pastor has said went to that meeting and said it was no good. Oh really? If that said pastor saw them, I am not going to go then. And those who receive that evil influence and rejected the opportunity to come here that pastor must be responsible for their deaths. Then when you go to heaven, Oh so and so that pastor said that the meeting was the truth. He said that, that is where the light is. And if they come here and when they go to heaven and they stand in the side of righteousness then that pastor will be awarded and rewarded for it. Though it seems you live a life the way you wants that is not at all. You are the sellers of the influence. And that is why people who cannot even see my face, they will say so and so and those who received the influence for good and for holiness will also be rewarded. The supreme Judge of the universe is never deceived by the appearance of pity and hypocrites.

       They may deceive your church members but they you cannot deceive the supreme Judge. Beginning with those who live first upon the earth, the case of every single person of each succeeded generation is presented closing with the living every name is mention, every case is closely investigated, names accepted and names rejected. In the courts of this world when time comes they say bang bang, let us delay let us extend to another date. But in heaven there is limitless time so beginning from Adam until now there may be millions, billions and trillions but it does not matter there is no a lack of time there is no limit of time so each person will be called one by one. You know when our Real Father loves us He loves each one of us as if we are the only one even if there are fifty billion people on this earth, He loves you as if you are the only even counting the hairs on your  head. Then the time of judgment He judges that person that sinner as if he is the only sinner on this earth. And some names are accepted and they go and taken to heaven and some names are rejected and they are left to die.  

       Let us continue reading, the mightiest conqueror upon the earth cannot call back the record even of a single day, our acts our words even our most secret motives all have their weight in deciding our destiny for well or woe. Thought they may be forgotten by us, their better testimony to justify or condemn. So, it does not matter, even the mightiest conqueror who carried a sword around to try to conquer this whole earth cannot call back the record of even a single day a single moment or a single hour or a single second, but will be judged for everything. All their acts, words, and secret motives will determine their life or death. That is why Jesus said if your right eye calls you to sin pluck it out and take it from you, for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish for your whole body to be cast out in the hell.   And if your right hand calls you to sin cut it out and cast it from you, for it is more profitable for you that one of your members be cast out than for your whole body to be cast in the hell.  

       And so why Jesus said, because Jesus knew that each person will be called out to be judged, he said if your right eye calls you to sin, pluck it out; if your right hand calls you to sin, cut it off. He is not telling us to literally pluck it out and cut it off but he is telling us that whatever we have to do, do not sin and stand in front of the heavenly Judge as a sinless person.  As if there is one sin, even the bit of sin, that sinner cannot be saved. Did you have not learned yesterday? That even if we have the slightest spot of sin we cannot go to heaven. And heaven will not accept us. Do you believe these words? Then from the moment you are born up to now, all your words, all your deeds, all your thoughts, even your secret motives and purposes, opportunities to sin, all these things even thousands and ten thousands that you may commit everyday you will be judge for it.

       In front of the Day of Judgment you cannot have even the slightest bit of sin because you cannot go to heaven. Then can you stand before the judgment without a spot of sin? Then let us ask (19:30) Decunchi from the Methodist Church, can you stand without the spot of sin? Of course, we cannot stand confident. There is not one person on this earth who can stand confident no matter what pastor and even the pope they will not be able to stand in confidence without sin. No matter what religious leader you will have to go to this court with ten, twenty and hundred trucks of their sin. They will see they have committed thousands of sins, every single day of their life. Do you know how much people eat of their whole lifetime? That calculated about twenty truck loads. That is how much work our teeth do.   

       But people commit sin so much more than eating. Then how many trucks of sin will there be? So it does not matter what pastor what Catholic priest may be even the pope even if they fasted thirty forty even many more days they must go to court with truck loads of sin. Is this is so? There is not one person in this world who can be saved. That is why Jesus said that it will be like the time of Noah. But what happen to all of you yesterday, those who return to our heavenly Father? What happens? Before you go into the throne of judgment Jesus calls you and He forgives you of your iniquity, transgressions and sin. All of you since are born with, your mistakes by accident and on purpose then do you have anymore sin? You do not have any sin right before you enter this judgment. I am wishing you what kind of seminar this seminar was? This seminar is a message which will allow you to pass to the judgment. And though you attend seminar so many times you still do not know.  You will go back to the world and take the burdens of sin and die again that is why I am so frustrated. What an amazing love it is of our Father. This can fulfill our salvation and this is the seminar which gets rid all of our sins. There is not one person who can live who can pass judgment who does not receive this message because if you have the slightest bit of sin you will not be able to pass judgment. So no matter what pastor or priest or Catholic Church or pope when it time comes to talk about judgment. Do they tremble of not? They are afraid they tremble and fear. Why? Because they are sinners, because they are sinners they are afraid. If they did not sin why do they tremble? What did the Bible says, just the righteous are like lions. In other words, even for righteous even there someone is chasing them they will not be afraid. But for sinner even if there is no one running after them they are always afraid. Do you know why all the people in the world all those Christians, whether pastors or not, do you know why they are afraid of judgment? Because they are sinners who are to die. But for God’s children they are not afraid. And when I just think about judgment my shoulders go up. Why? Because that time is my world.

       This judgment is the day where all of God’s children will be repaid. Up to now God’s children had to die unfairly in the hands of sinners. And if you look in the certain version of the Korean Bible it says that Jesus was assassinated. Yes, Jesus was assassinated. He did not receive judgment he was just assassinated. It was not the fair judgment. Even Apostle Paul they do not know where he died because they killed him and throw him away and no one knows where he was left to die. And look at like the (24 min) Coliseum so many Christians were killed there. They receive such unfair accusations and they were killed. And those Christians they live underground in the Catholicism because there was a lack of oxygen and even candles would not burn well and would flicker. Underground yet these religious leaders committing sin and killing Christians in the most merciless way.   

       And when people underground try to keep their faith and they have like a mask, a certain ceremony where they shared the wine to remember the blood of Jesus but they never accuse for committing evil acts underground and they are taken and killed with all these false accusations but on this Day of Judgment all of God’s righteous children will get rid of their false accusations and be rewarded. That is why there is no one in this world who has received such false accusations and misunderstanding as this person here.

       But on that day, so every time these enemies do that to me, I know that it is my award. Why? Because on that Day of Judgment Daddy will change all of those misunderstandings for rewards. And when I think of judgment I feel like dancing. Why? So God’s real children go to the judgment hall. And they can see the people from the time of Noah and there are many times told on us and as time passed they are getting shorter and shorter but there are also big, strong and mighty. There are such people like Napoleon and other generals, heroes, conquerors, doctors, scholars but all of them they are trembling in fear and their faces black and dead. But the real children go there and say what is wrong why you are trembling? Be quiet right now on the fiery throne in that great judgment hall I do not know when it will be my turn. That is why I am afraid. Because they search their lives and they committed such a great sin. I do not know when I am going to die. Oh really? So the children of God open the door into the court house and in the judgment hall it is amazing, fire coming from the throne, fire which can burn and melt this whole earth is coming out from there. And the army of heaven thousand of thousands ten thousand of ten thousands, the army of God where one angel can kill one hundred and fifty thousand men they are all standing there and they are calling so and so yes, and they walk in. Is this scary? This can be very, very fearful. Wow! How fearful? Let us see who is the Judge? Oh! It is Real Daddy and there is a lawyer. Oh! Our Eldest brother. Do we feel confident then why do we throw away this confidence and go back to follow the demon. If you just know what kind of place this place is and what kind of seminar this seminar is. Then that feel so much better but you do not know. 

       If you look on page (163), all of God’s sincere children who were killed by false accusations will be rewarded on that day and that will be the day where our heavenly Father hears all of their desires. Let us look Revelation chapter 6:9, 10 so let us read Revelation chapter 6 verses 9 and 10 - And when He opened the fifth seal I saw under the altar the souls of those who have been slain for the word of God and for the testimony which they held. And they cried with a loud voice, saying, how long, O Lord, holy and true, unto your judgment and avenge our blood on them the wicked who dwell on the earth?  

       And when he opened the fifth seal I saw under the altar those souls who received such false accusations and slain for the word of God, crying out how long O Lord our Father holy and true, judge and jump unto our blood. And so our Real Father what is the answer? And the merciful Father, the ( 29 min) suborn Lord  and compassion gave each one of them a white robe and it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren who would be killed as they were was completed.

       So all throughout the history, all those children who received such false accusations and misunderstandings said, Oh Father when you will avenge us? Our Real father clothe them with the white robe and said, they should rest a little while longer until both the number of their fellow servants and of their brethren who were killed was completed.

       We shall fill that number with our death we should be willing to die for righteousness and for our Father. I hope that you will become those saints. Even Jesus completed and filled that number by His own death. We also as little Jesus, like our Eldest brother we should also fill that number.

       Our Real Father, What is the answer? So in the last judgment all the misunderstanding and accusation will be taken off by these children these faithful children and the whole world will know what these children went through and they will be rewarded before the whole universe. So that will be our time. There is even a saying that even grasshoppers even have their day. Yes, when the judgment comes that will be our day, our time even though we are persecuted and killed and received false accusations from the demon and from the world but on the Day of Judgment it will be our world, it will be our day.

       And right now sinners cover the whole earth like the sand of the sea. Though they seem so many right now on the Day of Judgment there will not be one person nothing who will hide the sinners not even the ocean, sinners who drawn in the ocean the seas will throw them out and send them to judgment. There is nothing on this earth who will hide the sinners. And Elijah was hidden here and there and fed but this creation will not hide or help anyone any sinner. Death will push them to judgment and the ocean will push those who drawn in the ocean. Sinners on that day will be the loneliest in the universe. Not one of them will be hidden or help but the righteous will not be lonely on that day. So on this day all those sinners will be judge and be thrown into the lake of fire and brimstone but on this day the righteous will live and have their day. Right now, the world says that God likes to kill and judge all the time and God loves to judge but when did God ever judge? He has never had a judgment from the beginning of creation. He will have one judgment only once. But Satan made it, he spread this false rumors that God loves to judge and made God into a fearful God.

       Then after finishing the judgment, all the universal host will be very touched and they will all praise God. Let us read the bottom of page (164) third line from the bottom. All heavenly beings, angels and all His creatures who have been watching our Father’s impartial judgment from the beginning to the end are filled with admirations and in one accord they give gratitude, praise, reverence and glory to Him, for his long suffering, mercy, love and fair judgment of the good and the wicked. Long time ago, there was a spy who came to ( 33: 29min)Panmonjun. Isugon, he was a very high position in North Korea and he came to visit and then he acted as if he was running away and he was asking the South Koreans to accept him because they were trying to kill him. And the North Korean soldiers were shooting at him acting as if they were trying to kill him and it was a show but the South Koreans and Americans were so innocent and simple-minded. Oh he was a Vice President of that company and all people welcomed him. They had a big party and they even got him married, give him a house but this Isogun, was a spy, he deceived the people he betrayed a woman and he run away with the secrets of this country and he got caught and this whole world is living this kind of double life. Are not they? But heaven is not deceived by them. The people of Korea at that time were deceived and he got caught him and they say where do think you are going?

       And he was sentence to death and even though he was sentence to death he praise South Korea. Do you know why? Because he knew that Korea was the land of liberty and democracy. And that is why he was so touched and he said latter if something like this happened in North Korea trampled upon young woman and betrayed the whole nation then there will never be a trial they will just take him and stone him or skin him alive. But here in South Korea though he was caught, they treated him like a gentleman they sat him down and the judge comes out, lawyers come out and they hold the trial, this trial for many, many days. Oh this man he should not be executed and they started and lawyers are pleading on his behalf and as he saw that he saw fair everything was and so even when he was dying he said, that Sought Korea is difference on how they explain in North Korea, it is truly a land of democracy, a land of peace, a land of liberty and then he died. In the same way, the whole universe is watching our Father judge and they are so touched you know these sinners who are even good as beast he can just throw them into the fire of brimstone why did He call each person and ask him, didn’t you do this? Didn’t you do that? They could be killed ten a hundred times but still they cannot pay for all their sins, yet our Real Father respects them. And chase them so well and so the whole universe is melted by his love. That is why if you look up in Job chapter 36 verse 5 - Though He was almighty he does not despise even one.  That is why though God is almighty He does not despise even one sinner but respects them. So even though those sinners can be just thrown into the lake of fire and brimstone He calls each one and respects them and says, Didn’t you do this? Didn’t you do that? And talks it over with each one, what a loving Father? He respects these sinners who are to be condemned to death. And that is why the whole universe is amaze and touched by this judgment, this fair judgment of our Father.

       And this comes out in page 165 the first paragraph, Oh suborn Lord our holy and true Father, righteousness and justice are the foundation of your throne. Mercy and truth go before your face and I heard the angels and the water saying, you are righteous Oh Lord the one who is and who was and who is to be, because you judge everything for they have shed the blood of the saints and the prophets for they are just you. That is why all things in the water praise Him. And also, I heard another from the altar saying, give us O Lord, God almighty true and righteous are your judgments. And every creature which is in heaven and on earth and under the earth and such are on the sea and all that are in them I heard saying, blessed and honor and glory and power be to him who sits on the throne and to the lamb forever and ever and the four living creature said amen and the twenty-four elders fell down and worship Him who lives forever and ever.  

       So the angels of the water was so touched by the judgment and praise Him, those from the altar and every creature in the earth and such are on under the sea, they all praise God for His judgment and even the twenty-creature in heaven and earth and under the sea they all praise God for His judgment and even the twenty-four elders and the four living creature they all say amen all fell down and worship Him.

       And I saw those who have the victory of the beast over his image and over his mark and over the number of his name saying, great and marvelous are your works Lord God almighty just and true are your ways O king of the saints for you alone are holy for all nations shall come and worship before you for your justice had been manifested. So the whole universe all creations, angels, man alike, the whole universal host praise our fair Judge of love. And even sinners are loved to the end by our Real Father. Then who cannot praise Him? Let us continue reading, rejoice my brethren who now weep on earth. Is there any of you weeping, being persecuted and ridiculed for following our heavenly Father?        I hope that you will rejoice. Because on the Day of Judgment you will be rewarded so think of that day and rejoice and be patient. Sing with joy my brethren who worry all the word of the Lord. Sing rejoice my brothers and sister who are persecuted for keeping His commandments.  Do people call you crazy for keeping His commandments and keeping the Sabbath? Then sing with joy. Sing the song of triumph you who have forsaken the glories of the world. Did you throw away your fame, power and your job? Then sing this song of triumph. You who are falsely accuse of now praise God for His righteousness and justice. You who are drag now drag to be baptized with blood, behold Him sitting on His judgment seat in heaven for He will highly exalt your sorrow and unfair suffering and loyalty before the whole universe and recompense you with great reward. So no matter what misunderstandings accusations you have received will you be happy? I hope that you will rejoice.

On that day our Eldest brother will stand you in front of the whole universe and say, this is my younger brother and He will advocate for you.

       And He says my good and faithful son and He will lead you to heaven. Do not be fearful, afraid of the persecutions but you who commit evil today be in dread, you who defy against God be startled, you who afflict the saints be sorrowful, you who persecute the saints be mournful, you who kill the saints throw yourself down on your knees and wail for He will come and judge you by His law of justice and throw you into the fire. So those who talk big and who persecuted and killed God’s children the day will come when they will be sorrowful and mourn. Thus the great controversy between good and evil has finally ended. Satan and his sinners and all sins have vanished forever. The whole universe has become clean. The vibration of joy in harmony of all creatures echoes throughout the whole universe. Life and joy issuing from God extends to endless space from a particle of an atom to the great wide world all creatures animate or inanimate in their unending beauty and perfect joy exclaim that God is love.

       For so long these sinners followed us up to now killed God, killed Jesus and killed all of us. But all those sinners who persecuted the righteous are taking to the judgment and they are completely thrown into the lake of fire and brimstone and they are vanished forever.

       And all of God’s children, the righteous can live in happiness for eternity. So all demons, all sinners, all the wicked have been thrown to fire. So will our Father be happy and be refresh? When I was a young, during the time when I was attending junior high school, there was a teacher Park, and he was such a kind and benevolent teacher. He did not even believe in Jesus. And there were one thousand two hundred students in our school, but he loved each student as if he was their real father. But I read once in the news paper that there are many teachers who are only teachers for the page act, but not really because they want to teach the students. The same for churches, there are so many pastors who only want to make money. However, we do not need those kind of pastors, but those pastors who really love the people and the flock. But this teacher was not just a teacher but was more like a father. And he used to even take care of students who are not even in his class, he would deliver letters to them and this teacher was a teacher of (44: 28 min) Chujo, and the students were disciplined and punish the children the most. Some students who are wicked, after they are punished they say, Okay wait until I graduate! And they even beat up the teacher when they graduate.  

       But though this teacher punished the students the most because that was his job, there is not one student who say, just wait and see. You know why? Because they knew that he really loved them and loved them like a father so they do not have the heart of resentment. This teacher who even studied in Japan, and while he was studying in Japan he was strong and muscular and he used to ate a lot and he stayed in the dorm room with other students but he would ate three times more than the other students. And so the woman who would cook for them would go to market and buy more food especially for him. And she went into the market and got a big dish because he ate so much and he became big, fat and latter he could not even run or walk, and he even had hard time breathing. Even though the school is so close to his house he had to rest many times on the way to school. So he goes to the hospital and the doctor said he is going to die in two months if he keeps on living like this. The doctor told him, if you keep on living like this, you will die in two months. So do not eat breakfast for three years. If he was a doctor of natural healing he would said to starve dinner but he said to starve breakfast, so went back to his dorm and he said you know what, I am not going to eat breakfast for the next three years and all the other students said that how can someone like you starve breakfast?  you could not even make it for a week but see our teacher, once he made up his mind to do something, he did it and for the next three years he did not eat breakfast. He lost weight and after finishing his studies in Japan he came to Korea and got a job as a teacher of junior high school in the countryside where I was. 

       He is so kind and benevolent and though it is another class, if he knows that there is a student who is not doing well in English or mathematics, just as a father would teach his own son, he would go to the students’ house and teach them. He was not even an English teacher and he be resting in his free time. And he would go teach them and say, do not ever say that I taught you because your English teacher will be mad, he will be upset, I am only helping you because you are not doing well. And even though he knew that he might get curse for doing that, he took his free time and instead of using for himself he used to go visit students and teach them. He is truly like a father and he truly loved us. He was very strong and he was so healthy.

       And he always say, even though I turn sixty I will not be called an old man and we believed him too. Then after we graduated junior high school we heard the news that such a wonderful teacher had passed away and it shocked all of us. He said that even he is sixty he would not be called an old man. What happened to him, why did he die? Later we learned that he had many children and among them, his eldest son was sent to Seoul to study to become a fine man and he paid a lot of money, sending him to school in the city, having lived in the dorm. You can imagine he cannot even make much money as a teacher in the countryside but he spent that money on his son. And still he took care of four hundred ( 48:50)pyong rice field. Before he went to school he would work in the fields and he even had a very nice outfit a suit in Japan. But I never watched him wear that. So we ask him, teacher we heard that you have a suit from Japan. Oh Yes, well, can you wear that in school tomorrow? No, we should be frugal in our lives. And latter we heard that he just left it in his closet. He was such a wonderful and humble man. So though he loved the students as his own children, we do not know why he died so early. But we heard that he sent his son to Seoul so that he can grow up to become a fine young man, but instead of studying while his father spent all of his money on his son not being able to eat whatever he wants and buy whatever he wants but sent all of his money for his studies and for his dorm, but this son did not study, instead was chasing after girls and when he was rejected, he said Oh, I am just going to die! And he committed suicide by taking poison. Oh I do not know why there was such an awful son of such a wonderful father.

       All of you are the same, it is no big deal if you just die but think about our heavenly Father who sacrificed Himself even giving up His only son for you who watch so much. What will happen to our heavenly Father if you just die? That is why we must gain eternal life for our Father.  

       It is okay if I die, it is not a big deal, but let us think of our Father what will He go through if I die? So, all of a sudden there was call to him. Your son, he is dead, come and take him away. What? I just talk to him yesterday, yesterday he just talk to him and I sent him money but today he received a call saying that his son was dead to take him away, and it seems that heaven would collapse.

       So, he pack up his bag and went up to Seoul. The mother and the lady of the dorm said, that room is his room and when he opened the door of the room, there was his son whom he loved so much lying on the floor dead. And the smell of the poison pierced his nose and he has no relatives and no friends there. So he got a taxi and he took his son with his own hands and took him out. Even if this son had graduated it would not have been enough but instead he had to take this dead son to be cremated, so what do you think of how must this father have felt? So he paid money and he had the body of his son cremated. You know, it takes a lot of time to cremate a dead body, takes many hours, so he waited and while he was waiting he was drinking and think about how that father must have felt? So, finally he was given the ashes of his son. And he went to the river where no one is waiting for him and he went alone and though he loved this son even more than gold, even more than jewels and he loved this son so much. Yet, though he lived his whole life for his son, he started spraying the ashes of his son into the river, and you know what he said? I was fooled by him, he fooled me, he tricked me. He had been completely fooled by him. And he was spreading the ashes and finally he threw the ash bag and he turned around. Just think about how he must have felt?

       He came back home and he gave up school, he stop eating, he could not sleep and all he could do is drink and not just anything but that strong alcohol. He wanted to forget his son whom he loved so much; he keep on drinking; he could not forget his son. How will he ever be able to forget? And all he would do is drink and he would not eat. Then no matter how strong anyone is. What strong man can handle alcohol, strong alcohol in empty stomach? And that way he died.  

       You know this teacher had many children but he could not forget that one son and end up dying himself. Then how about our Father, He only found a small numbers in the world, the rest of His children, they all die and they were all thrown up into the fire. And how can He forget them? Humans may die and they will forget, that is the end but, how about our Father who is all-knowing, Almighty, and Omnipotent? How can He forget? And how will He ever die? That is why our Father who loved even sparrows who are only worth a few cents, how can He just kill His children? That is why He waited six thousand years to fulfill the judgment because He did not want to do, He did not want to kill His children. But, instead of these children returning to Him, they are betraying Him and they are running more far, farther away they are going away.

       So finally, after six thousand years, He has the judgment. Let us say you pass the law, the board exam and you became a judge, but your son came as a criminal. Then, can you say death for him? Can you pronounce the death sentence upon him? And let us say he was to be executed. May be he be in death sentence, but could you kill him? Could he be able to kill his own son and execute him? Probably if it was me, I would give it all; give all that job up and run away. But our Father not only does that He had to pronounce the judgment, but He actually fulfilled the execution Himself. That is why our Father did not want to go on the judgment seat for six thousand years, that is why he delayed for so long. And in the end of six thousand years you could imagine how heavy his steps may be having gone to the judgment throne. It is even worse than death for Him, no it is His death. So it was not the death of sinners but our Father’s own death. How can a Father kill His own son and not even one or two but all of them. In other words, it was our Father’s own death. That is why He did not want to go on the judgment throne. That is why every step was so heavy for Him. And all the tears which He shed inside in order to fulfill the judgment no one knows those tears. Why? Because He has to kill His children with His own hand and He cried so much.

       But what did Satan says, He is a god who loves to judge and spread all these false accusations. He made it so that not one sinner could return to Him. Then our Father after killing His children with His own hands, there is a big hole in his heart. And even if we go to heaven and say, Father be happy do not worry I am here, that cannot comfort Him and that cannot fill the hole in His heart.

   Who can comfort Him after having to judge and killed His children with His own hands? Who could comfort Him? That is why He does not need any comfort. Wail you Oh heaven, all the earth and all the inhabitants of the universe, wail for our Father’s sorrow. Wail for His wounded broken rupture heart. Wail for Him who lost all of His children except for few. That is why He has delayed the judgment for six thousand years. Take staggering in every step to the seat of judgment. Neither heaven nor angels nor anyone can penetrate the depth of His blood shedding agony and sorrow that pierces His heart as He weeps on the judgment seat.

       Dear brothers and sisters and all human race, from now on, what sole of life would you like to live? Would you enlarge the great hole in the heart of the One who love you so much? Or you will be the one who make that hole a little smaller? You are the only ones who know the heart and pain of our Father.

Depending on how many children, how many brethren you go out and saved the hole of His heart will be smaller, but if you do not go out and if you are lazy and you do not save the children in the world, then the hole of His heart will become bigger. You are the only one in this world who know His heart and who can make the hole of His heart bigger or smaller.

       All of you have met our Real Father and you know His heart. And when you go back to church, the church or pastors may chase you out of the church, they may persecute you, and at that time. I hope that you will think about the hole in our Father’s heart, then you will be filled with love to forgive them and you will be filled with a heart to pray an intercessor prayer for them. I hope that you will be the ones who please our Father and comfort Him and make the hole in His heart smaller, because after the judgment there is no way to comfort Him. Please, I hope that you will not betray our Father but be the filial sons and daughters who will make the hole of His heart smaller.